Nick and I? Are officially – divorcing.
Yes. I am getting a divorce from my camera. Tonight I just want to scream and yes, cry. Over him. Because I am so…so…so…just…frustrated.
I dont know what I am doing wrong, but perhaps a better way to put it would be I dont know what I am doing RIGHT.
Cameras. Tonight. We are not getting along.
I just wish, so badly, tonight, that someone could walk me through this. I dont understand anything I am reading, and cant apply the concepts I am trying to understand. The only people I know I am too intimidated to ask, and I really? Dont know what to even ask.
How to take pictures. I suppose.
We went to the church to try out some settings I have been messing with, and I just got overwhelmed. With everything. I cant get the pictures to turn out. Unless. Unless! I shoot plain in automatic.
I dont know what I was expecting, really, grade A perfect pictures on the first try, I suppose. A lot of things with me, if they dont come out PERFECT the first try, I give up. And yet here I am – two weeks from Amandas wedding – and I cant even get a simple picture.
Its just not working.
And I am frustrated. Fed up.
And SO getting that divorce. From my camera. Yes.