Tangled Thoughts

I know you’re there
And I know you care.
I know you’re here.
But I don’t understand, I hope thats ok.

I know you hear me
I know you’re with me.
But Lord, I don’t understand even though I know you do.

My heart is breaking and I don’t know why.

But I know you do.

I don’t understand.
Why did death enter the world?
Why did you care enough
To not only make us, but to save us…
From ourselves?

I don’t know how or why –
And I hope that’s ok.

I don’t doubt your existence
I know your there.
Every moment of along the way.
You hear me when I cry…
But I don’t know why.

Why you could care for me.
Why you could love us.
Why you could die for us.

Why death is in our lives.
Why pain and sorrow exist.
Why people reject you.

Its you, and you alone.

You have held our lives together.

Its you and you alone.

That has picked us up when we are down.

But Lord, I don’t understand…